Saturday, June 27, 2009
I FELT GUILTY!!
Today is the day that my brother came back from Cambodia. He was back in the morning. I decided to pick him up from the Changi airport by going with my friend, Kris. I went with her because her sister and my brother were simultaneously came back Singapore.When I was looking around to search for him and my other friends(Alicia,Janice and Annie), my attention was distracted by a young man. The man was wearing a black T-shirt with a tie ,a pair of black short and black shoes. He was change quite a lot from what he was in Singapore last month. The man was my brother.I was shocked by his dressing.When he saw me, he show a broad smile to me. That smile made me felt happy as well as guilty in my heart because I did not send him to the airport when he was going back to Cambodia. I blamed myself : What kind sister are you? others could send their friends or their relatives to the airport, why am I so lazy? how can I be a sister? I never act as a good sister at all. I wanted to say 'sorry' to him but I just could not open my mouth.'Never mind, next time must do something nice to my brother and do not repeat the history' I said to myself in my mind.
To be nice to my brother, today I brought him to eat KFC which I thought he wanted to eat.I do not know why? whenever he is with me, he always smile at me and respect me as his sister all the time. He has never complained to me about bad behaviors towards him.
I feel grateful to have such a good brother in my life^^
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Now not feeling to study
haha...the whole day studied from morning until now, i feel my head is stored a lot of things but i do not know what they are.Is it about chem or SS??There is only these two choices because i have only learn them for today.I think i have not put my effort enough to study for my O level yet.I hope tomorrow i can have energy to revise other subjects.I feel regret that why i did not study at the beginning of this year.I always ask myself that is it too late now? To encourage me, my soul always comfort me by saying this to me "It is not the matter of the time but it is the matter of your effort.If i do your best,you will get the result that you want."I replied back,"Can it be that way?"Suddenly, the silent took place and no body answered this question. I think i will get the answer at the end of this year.I feel hestitated as i eager want to know my result and i do not want to know my result. The reason is when i know my result, that day will tell me whether i need to go back Cambodia or continue stay in Singapore. I am very afraid of thinking going back because i do not want people use a frastrated expression look at me and mainly i do not want my parents to look dull.On the other hand, i want my parents feel proud of me and feel sacrify to have me as their daughter.Moreover, i want my brothers and sister to follow me and take me as their role model. Can it come true? i wish..
After writing this, it helps me a lot as it makes me feel better and teaches me what to do on the next day.
COME ON! VANESSA! YOU CAN DO IT! WANT TO FULFILL YOUR DREAM?? STUDY HARD FOR ONLY THIS PERIOD, AFTER THIS YOUR WILL LIVE IN A HAPPY WITH NO WORRIED!
After writing this, it helps me a lot as it makes me feel better and teaches me what to do on the next day.
COME ON! VANESSA! YOU CAN DO IT! WANT TO FULFILL YOUR DREAM?? STUDY HARD FOR ONLY THIS PERIOD, AFTER THIS YOUR WILL LIVE IN A HAPPY WITH NO WORRIED!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
CIP
WE HELP THE COMMUNITY TO RAISE DONATION FOR THE NEEDY
Today we went to the MRT(near City Hall) for Flag Day for the Filos Community Services.In order to raise more fun,we need to smile and more friendly to the people.We have smiled the whole day.For me,i like to stand in front of the shopping mall which has bus stop next to it.I always repeated my words' would u like to donate for the elderly?','thank!','have a nice day!'.I repeated these a lot of times maybe about over 1000 times. Even though today i was quite tired but i also happy that i collected about over $50 to help the community.
From this event,i realised that Singaporeans are very kind.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Today my school created a NE Learning Journey which allow sec 3 students to have an outdoor study.My class sec 3EA went to the Old Fort Factory where accumulates a lot of things that related with the Japanese occupation in Singapore.
When we reached there,we took the class photo in front of the factory with the help of the uncle who was the tour guide.He was very friendly to us.As the weather was quite cold,many students want to go to washroom.Even Ms Chan also wanted to go.We asked the uncle where the washroom was.Uncle directed us to the washroom,then Ms Chan,me and a few students competed with one another.Suddenly,Ms Chan said "i am teacher,so should go in first."When i walked faster than her,she asked why i walked so fast and faster than her.I immediately answered,"i am councilor mah, so can go in first also."Then Ms Chan started to laugh.After we finished our business,the sir led us to watch video.
The video was talking about 'Singapore was under the Japanese rule'.In 1942,Japanese came to Singapore with the air forces and their soldiers.The purpose was ask the British to surrender.Finally, British really surrender and the Japanese took over and control the whole Singapore for 3 years.During that period, people was suffered,every time people needed to look for food to survive.Singaporean were encouraged to learn Japanese instead of English or Chinese.After 3 years British took back Singapore from the Japanese.That was the end of the war,all Singaporeans were brought smile on their faces.
After that,Singapore started to choose the potential leaders to lead the country independently.During the LEE KUAN YEW talks,i like his one sentence which is 'if others want to help to defence our country,we say NO.WE CAN DEFENCE OURSELVES.
I want to admire all the potential leaders who could manage to build up Singapore become like today in a short period of time.I really hope that my country have more potential leaders help the the country develop.
When we reached there,we took the class photo in front of the factory with the help of the uncle who was the tour guide.He was very friendly to us.As the weather was quite cold,many students want to go to washroom.Even Ms Chan also wanted to go.We asked the uncle where the washroom was.Uncle directed us to the washroom,then Ms Chan,me and a few students competed with one another.Suddenly,Ms Chan said "i am teacher,so should go in first."When i walked faster than her,she asked why i walked so fast and faster than her.I immediately answered,"i am councilor mah, so can go in first also."Then Ms Chan started to laugh.After we finished our business,the sir led us to watch video.
The video was talking about 'Singapore was under the Japanese rule'.In 1942,Japanese came to Singapore with the air forces and their soldiers.The purpose was ask the British to surrender.Finally, British really surrender and the Japanese took over and control the whole Singapore for 3 years.During that period, people was suffered,every time people needed to look for food to survive.Singaporean were encouraged to learn Japanese instead of English or Chinese.After 3 years British took back Singapore from the Japanese.That was the end of the war,all Singaporeans were brought smile on their faces.
After that,Singapore started to choose the potential leaders to lead the country independently.During the LEE KUAN YEW talks,i like his one sentence which is 'if others want to help to defence our country,we say NO.WE CAN DEFENCE OURSELVES.
I want to admire all the potential leaders who could manage to build up Singapore become like today in a short period of time.I really hope that my country have more potential leaders help the the country develop.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Lazy!!!!
Today afternoon i wanted to withdraw money $100 for my teacher to pay for geography trip which is going to Malaysia to learn about the forest but i chose to sleep instead. While i slept,i thought a lot of things like later i would wear my black shirt and long black pant.Then i would go to library to borrow some books to read during my holiday.At the same time,i realised that my library card has been expired.Therefore could not go to library.
Suddenly,one thing came to my mind.It was 'go to popular buy twins light to read'.Unfortunately,the popular card was at my brother.So i did not want to go.
i thought later 5pm went to withdraw money.When 5pm reached,i said to myself 'sleep a bit more'.This a bit made me sleep until 630pm,so i could not go again because it was going to have dinner.Now i have only one choice is ask my friends to lend me.i asked Louisa,she said don't have.Then i asked Kris,she said she has only $50.I worried at that time because i need to give it to ms Chan.If not she will angry with me.Lucky,Janice has it and she lend it to me.I want to say thank to her.
Lazy is always bring us a trouble,so we shall change it.Now i am trying to change too.^^
Suddenly,one thing came to my mind.It was 'go to popular buy twins light to read'.Unfortunately,the popular card was at my brother.So i did not want to go.
i thought later 5pm went to withdraw money.When 5pm reached,i said to myself 'sleep a bit more'.This a bit made me sleep until 630pm,so i could not go again because it was going to have dinner.Now i have only one choice is ask my friends to lend me.i asked Louisa,she said don't have.Then i asked Kris,she said she has only $50.I worried at that time because i need to give it to ms Chan.If not she will angry with me.Lucky,Janice has it and she lend it to me.I want to say thank to her.
Lazy is always bring us a trouble,so we shall change it.Now i am trying to change too.^^
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
VANESSA
HI,today is my first day in blogger....
I want to use this blog to improve my English in order to pass my 'O' level
^^HOPE U CAN SUPPORT ME^^JIA YOU^^
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