haha...the whole day studied from morning until now, i feel my head is stored a lot of things but i do not know what they are.Is it about chem or SS??There is only these two choices because i have only learn them for today.I think i have not put my effort enough to study for my O level yet.I hope tomorrow i can have energy to revise other subjects.I feel regret that why i did not study at the beginning of this year.I always ask myself that is it too late now? To encourage me, my soul always comfort me by saying this to me "It is not the matter of the time but it is the matter of your effort.If i do your best,you will get the result that you want."I replied back,"Can it be that way?"Suddenly, the silent took place and no body answered this question. I think i will get the answer at the end of this year.I feel hestitated as i eager want to know my result and i do not want to know my result. The reason is when i know my result, that day will tell me whether i need to go back Cambodia or continue stay in Singapore. I am very afraid of thinking going back because i do not want people use a frastrated expression look at me and mainly i do not want my parents to look dull.On the other hand, i want my parents feel proud of me and feel sacrify to have me as their daughter.Moreover, i want my brothers and sister to follow me and take me as their role model. Can it come true? i wish..
After writing this, it helps me a lot as it makes me feel better and teaches me what to do on the next day.
COME ON! VANESSA! YOU CAN DO IT! WANT TO FULFILL YOUR DREAM?? STUDY HARD FOR ONLY THIS PERIOD, AFTER THIS YOUR WILL LIVE IN A HAPPY WITH NO WORRIED!
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